That is the decision.
Hearing that “the fear of one’s own success is the effect of being afraid of one’s innate power “- felt like an incomplete sentence.
Is it truly fearing something inside ?
Fear of the clarity, the pristine vision of the perfection that emanates from the center of our being?
Why is that scary?
Where does fear belong in seeing one’s own halo?
“Ain’t no way.”
Is it the shadow that is cast , peeking around the proverbial corner , with the equivalent opposing swell of clarity? |truth|
Revealing what was stuffed in the bottom of the laundry basket/chair of the mind.
Waiting for the realization that this abyssal end on the spectrum of clarity is just as striking and liberating as the incandescent end of the spectrum.
Being powerful can’t be synonymous with fear bubbling up to the surface of consciousness.
Maybe it is- in the way that because fear bubbles up , and demands to be attended to that you become powerful.
Coming eye to eye with all the ways , all the why’s , and all the how’s you played yourself is humbling ( in the way something can be self leveling. Balance achieved.)
The ineffable amount of transactional shorting.
Excused right out of these magnificent glimpses of the soul.
The allowance for transgressions. (Internally and Externally)
And here it was the whole time…
Inherent.
The ability to be powerful/ly/successful.
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